today is cold and lonely. everything about my world is screaming empty right now. i put on my brave face and ignore the fact that my heart wants to jump out of the confines of my ripcage and scream with the rest of my world. its not an easy thing to ignore. i want to scream. i want to scream right in your face and ask why your love is so conditional and why you only give it when you can. id give my last breath to die loving you, but you... oh but you. you and your job, and your this and your that. want want want more more more give give give. to everyone.
but me. unless its one of the days that nothing else is lined up to come first. no one likes to come second, but me... id settle for second because im tired of coming in last.
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